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I'm an artist, convenience store general manager, Nine Inch Nails fan, and hopeless internet addict. And now I'm a marathoner! Blogged By Jaye is my general-purpose blog, and Fat to Finish Line is my running journal. Occasional foul language included on both sites.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Two in one day. Must be some kind of record.

So it's past noon, and I'm not really tired, thus the messing around on the internet. My sleep schedule, screwed up as it always is anyway, is totally shot at this point. I was running on just a few hours a night as of last week (and had gotten to the point where I just wasn't motivated to do all the things I was staying up to do), so after work on Friday night/Saturday morning I decided to stay up until time to close down shop at FBJ and then sleep the sleep of the dead until I just couldn't sleep any more. The idea was that I'd try and play catch-up and get my wake-up time set back to around noon or 1pm. But then I stayed up later than I meant to yesterday morning and now I'm right back where I started -- albeit without the severe sleep deprivation. Still not entirely motivated, either. Really, that's probably just a natural consequence of being hyper-focused for the last month or so on production -- eventually I have to focus on something else. The timing is just really bad.

And then this morning my boss called in because of a family emergency, so I felt like I should stay and put away as much of last night's delivery as I could to cut the first shift a little slack. Since I ditched my production duties to see Neurosonic last night, I'd planned to go to the store and do some sewing this morning, but ended up on the internet instead. Then there was laundry to finish, and now it's 1pm and I haven't slept yet.

Bah.

Profitable or not, I'm going to be super glad when the holiday season is over. I think I'm going to spend all my free time in January sleeping and playing Guitar Hero.

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